Under Her Spell

So you can drag me through hell
If it meant I could hold your hand
I will follow you 'cause I'm under your spell
And you can throw me to the flames
I will follow you, I will follow you

That pretty much sums up my condition right now. I'm in crisis. I must fight for my love. Deep down, I don't want to do all this. But for this one person, I'll do the impossible. I want her. No one but her.

Why am I like this? This is so not me. What the fuck is love? Why is it changing people? I'm so confused.

But it's addicting. I'm addicted. I feel like I couldn't live without her. I feel like everything I do now is for her.

Is this healthy? Is this normal? Fuck that. I'll do whatever it takes. Am I crazy? Am I insane? I do. I always do. But this time it's because I love someone. And I don't want to lose it.